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"Hola! Ah...I'm not sure how this works, but I can not answer this thingy right now. So, ay, leave a message? I think I can get back to you!"

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[la_matrona]

[she sighs. She hadn't wanted to do this, but who else can she ask? There is no one else here like her.]

Just answer me sí or no. Can we drink here? Eat?

Sometime after the concert [not here]

[la_matrona]

[she hadn't meant to see it but had, broadcast from one place or the other. And is furious for a thousand different reasons-- but also because this is the happiest she's seen him in a long time. And so she'd been right. And so they'd been right.

What wouldn't he accomplish without her?

If only she could think of a way to cut him free]

November 30th

[la_matrona]

[somehow she manages to arrive at a time when he isn't there. That's a blessing at least. She leaves a basket for him with his favorite foods and favorite tequila. She also leaves with him the few pictures she has of her... their familia and a small journal detailing their names and a little about them.

Then she cleans up the mud she's tracked her way in and slogs her way back to town.

She hates Everglade.

So much]

12/18 6pm

[la_matrona]

[there is an annoyed knock on the side of the wall near the curtain]

3/18 night voice

[la_matrona]

It is horrible out there. [so she has stayed mostly in here.]

But it's lonely in here. I've always hated that feeling. [she's lying in bed, tracing the floor with the tips of bone fingers which he might hear]

Everyone was gone that day. Not all at once, just errands, things to do. Life. [she breathes a sad laugh] I don't even know what I was angry at and, ay nothing satisfied me. And... I lost feeling. I remember that now. In my hands. My arms. I had to lie down and rest...

[and she'd hated it and had been frustrated with her failing body]

And when I woke up, no one would notice me. No one could see me. I was there -- three days, maybe more? Before I crossed the bridge.

...And there was no one.

I thought I would go loco from just being with myself. [she didn't know how others stood it] So I found something else to work at.

Sad, isn't it?