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Hector Rivera ([personal profile] micancion) wrote2018-07-02 10:31 pm
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"Hola! Ah...I'm not sure how this works, but I can not answer this thingy right now. So, ay, leave a message? I think I can get back to you!"
la_matrona: (nonsense)

12/18 6pm

[personal profile] la_matrona 2018-12-18 06:24 am (UTC)(link)
Gracias a Dios for that. I never want to see a snowman again in my life.

[there's still snow in her hair and some of her bones have iced, though that may be difficult to see as she's drenched in mud. She rears back a moment as she sees him like that and the heart she doesn't have fizzes with warmth behind her ribs. She wants to touch his hair, push it back from his forehead, lean in--

Her fingers even twitch to do it but then she remembers she is all bones and that is all said and done too long ago. Instead she shoves a covered basket in his arms and pushes in to dust the snow from her hair.]


Tell me you have some sort of shower in this mud hole.
la_matrona: (fury)

12/18 6pm

[personal profile] la_matrona 2018-12-18 06:34 am (UTC)(link)
I could never see snow again and I would be more than content.

[she shakes her head and absently twitches the wrinkle out of a nearby curtain]

I suppose the water needs to be hauled for it?

[indoor plumbing was the greatest thing to have ever been invented and she will fight anyone who says differently. She waves a hand at the question]

Who knows. I lost count. And look. [she hefts her skirt and lifts her foot a bit] One of them bit my boot! These are my favorite!
la_matrona: (unimpressed)

12/18 6pm

[personal profile] la_matrona 2018-12-18 06:46 am (UTC)(link)
Who knows. Too long. [these things always do.]

Of course I fought them. How else do you think I could get here.

[she glances around for a bucket and grabs two, lifting her head at the question] I can fix anything. [before starting out. She is determined to get clean no matter how dirty she has to get to do it]
la_matrona: (side glance)

12/18 6pm

[personal profile] la_matrona 2018-12-18 07:12 am (UTC)(link)
It's Las Posadas. [she sounds snappish but doesn't mean to] And while I'm sure you have been to as many posadas as you can stand...

[She presses her mouth closed, feeling a twinge and not wanting to go further than that. But so what? So what if she was lonely and just wanted some company? It's foolish, she knows, and an act of desperation but.... So what. Next year she will be stronger.

She dips the buckets into the water and notices things have improved]


You're making a home here.
la_matrona: (judging you)

12/18 6pm

[personal profile] la_matrona 2018-12-18 08:00 am (UTC)(link)
I know. Already I have been here too long.

[his words sting, though she knows he doesn't mean them to, like a biting fly pestering an open wound. She can't help but think of the house they'd made. That he'd left. That she'd struggled with and nearly lost more times that she could count. And here he is making a little hovel, lonely out here in the middle of nowhere and joking about a door.

For a moment the urge to snap at him is overwhelming.

But it's in the past and won't make a difference and would only end in him cringing and apologizing. No more of that.

So she takes a deep breath and swallows it back to where it belongs, then begins to lug the water toward the house]


It's about time.
la_matrona: (pensive)

12/18 6pm

[personal profile] la_matrona 2018-12-24 10:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[and what is home to him? Where does he even live? She feels ashamed that she doesn't know. Doesn't even know who his friends are. Other than everyone he meets and some he shouldn't meet.

Perhaps if they --perhaps when they return she will-- No she will have to. This all over again and explain to her-- their familia somehow. But so long as she doesn't care, they won't. So it's a goal to work toward.

She realizes dimly that Hector said something, though what it was she has no idea. She hums to say that she's heard and sweeps in, grunting at the mud she trails behind her, to dump water into the tub. It will take at least a couple more trips before it is satisfyingly full and she lugs the pails in silence, feeling an odd sort of birdlike nostalgia that she tries to keep down before it rises in her chest. Nothing belongs there.

And then finally there's enough.]


Ay de mi. I need to find a way to get here without bringing half of it with me.

[he takes off her boots, setting them by the door. Then, approaches the tub and starts to undo the buttons on the back of her dress. She freezes as she remembers that Hector is there and then keeps going. What does it matter? He's seen her with more than she's had right now when they were married and there's nothing attractive about an esqueleto without clothes on.

Also this button is not coming undone and she can't turn her hands to get it]


Get that one, will you? It's stuck.

la_matrona: (hmh)

12/18 6pm

[personal profile] la_matrona 2019-01-01 06:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[she snorts]

It could like me a little less.

[she can tell just by the slight stutter he's having a moment.]

Idiota [but she says it fondly] Stop being so sentimental. We're too dead for that.

[and she didn't feel anything herself, not a tug of anything close to longing as she feels him undo it. That would be absolutely ridiculous]

I'm nothing but bones and more bones with nothing inside. [except memories and bitterness perhaps, but they both know that. She manages the rest herself, keeping her hair up for the moment before getting into the water. It's clean at least and if she closes her eyes she can pretend it's hot-- but the temperature hasn't mattered in a very long time]

What do you do all day anyway?
Edited 2019-01-01 18:58 (UTC)
la_matrona: (hmh)

12/18 6pm

[personal profile] la_matrona 2019-01-03 09:00 am (UTC)(link)
[she chuckles.]

That's true. I was stunning that young. I'd forgotten what I'd looked like. [she turns in the bath to rest her arms and chin on the edge of it, watching him, his back turned.]

I didn't think I noticed anyone was attractive back then. [save for one.

Her smile fades a little. Not all memories are cherished ones. She knows that. And she knows she is cherished, though she doesn't think she should be at times.]


People don't just remember one side. [but that makes little difference here] If all I were was a memory, it would be easier. Or maybe I'm a memory of my own.

[she doesn't know how it works. She listens to what he does and smiles more. It's so easy to forget with him. It's too easy. That's why she has to keep on guard, always. To know that everything will end in heartbreak and disaster as always it does.

They are bad for one another.

Very bad for one another.

And she is a cruel woman, she knows.

She knows and knows and yet--]


Teto...
la_matrona: (smirk)

12/18 6pm

[personal profile] la_matrona 2019-01-03 09:44 am (UTC)(link)
[she is a terrible terrible woman.

And she will regret this. They will regret this.

But maybe... perhaps... right now...

She will live up to her reputation.

She smiles at the straightening, so familiar even though the bones are and aren't, and runs her fingers along the rim of the tub.]


I was wondering... With my dress covered in mud... I don't know what I'm going to wear...
la_matrona: (unsure)

12/18 6pm

[personal profile] la_matrona 2019-01-05 09:21 am (UTC)(link)
Why do you even have those? [she's not surprised necessarily, though does wonder why he keeps them around.]

Don't wash my dress. You're not a servant. [and she doesn't want him to. It's too strange. Too much like a lo seinto gesture and she isn't here for that.

She sighs a bit and rests her chin on her wrist a moment, even that small pleasure coming to an end.

Oh well.]


I've worn it before but it doesn't suit me.

[she waves a hand and gets out of the tub, finding a soft cloth nearby to dry her bones on.]

Give me whichever you want.
la_matrona: (pensive)

12/18 6pm

[personal profile] la_matrona 2019-01-05 09:37 am (UTC)(link)
[she can picture it, somehow. Both amused and a little horrified that he had to stoop to that so she just ends up feeling a little sad for him.

After all, who is the one to blame for driving him to this life-- this tiny little shanty.]


So I'll take them home and wash them and give it back later. Before you need it. I'm not having you wash my dress. [and she isn't going to wash it like this, though she has done that sort of thing before a very long time ago and nothing she wants to dwell on

She pulls on the skirt but its ridiculously long on her.]


Ay I'm going to drown in this. [and how will she keep it out of the mud]

You know, I'll just wear the old one back. [there's no point in trying to save any dignity right now. Anyway, who would care if she had it or not?]
la_matrona: (how it's going to go)

12/18 6pm

[personal profile] la_matrona 2019-01-05 09:47 am (UTC)(link)
You mean any plumbing.

[she folds her arms at the laugh, and nearly loses the skirt so she has to tug it back up again. Her ribs are exposed in the process but so what]

I look ridiculous.

[and she levels a look at him]

It's because you could never decide to stop growing. I don't know how you managed to get so big.

[she'd always liked that about him. That tall lankiness of his. Getting an idea, though, she pulls the skirt up over her ribs and holds it in place with an arm, with nothing else to use.]

There. This will do for now. [she's not going to ask him how she looks and instead chooses to take a seat, looking around from the gift she'd given him on his birthday]

Did you get what I left here last time?

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