It is horrible out there. [so she has stayed mostly in here.]
But it's lonely in here. I've always hated that feeling. [she's lying in bed, tracing the floor with the tips of bone fingers which he might hear]
Everyone was gone that day. Not all at once, just errands, things to do. Life. [she breathes a sad laugh] I don't even know what I was angry at and, ay nothing satisfied me. And... I lost feeling. I remember that now. In my hands. My arms. I had to lie down and rest...
[and she'd hated it and had been frustrated with her failing body]
And when I woke up, no one would notice me. No one could see me. I was there -- three days, maybe more? Before I crossed the bridge.
...And there was no one.
I thought I would go loco from just being with myself. [she didn't know how others stood it] So I found something else to work at.
3/18 night voice
But it's lonely in here. I've always hated that feeling. [she's lying in bed, tracing the floor with the tips of bone fingers which he might hear]
Everyone was gone that day. Not all at once, just errands, things to do. Life. [she breathes a sad laugh] I don't even know what I was angry at and, ay nothing satisfied me. And... I lost feeling. I remember that now. In my hands. My arms. I had to lie down and rest...
[and she'd hated it and had been frustrated with her failing body]
And when I woke up, no one would notice me. No one could see me. I was there -- three days, maybe more? Before I crossed the bridge.
...And there was no one.
I thought I would go loco from just being with myself. [she didn't know how others stood it] So I found something else to work at.
Sad, isn't it?