That's true. I was stunning that young. I'd forgotten what I'd looked like. [she turns in the bath to rest her arms and chin on the edge of it, watching him, his back turned.]
I didn't think I noticed anyone was attractive back then. [save for one.
Her smile fades a little. Not all memories are cherished ones. She knows that. And she knows she is cherished, though she doesn't think she should be at times.]
People don't just remember one side. [but that makes little difference here] If all I were was a memory, it would be easier. Or maybe I'm a memory of my own.
[she doesn't know how it works. She listens to what he does and smiles more. It's so easy to forget with him. It's too easy. That's why she has to keep on guard, always. To know that everything will end in heartbreak and disaster as always it does.
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12/18 6pm
Date: 2019-01-03 09:00 am (UTC)That's true. I was stunning that young. I'd forgotten what I'd looked like. [she turns in the bath to rest her arms and chin on the edge of it, watching him, his back turned.]
I didn't think I noticed anyone was attractive back then. [save for one.
Her smile fades a little. Not all memories are cherished ones. She knows that. And she knows she is cherished, though she doesn't think she should be at times.]
People don't just remember one side. [but that makes little difference here] If all I were was a memory, it would be easier. Or maybe I'm a memory of my own.
[she doesn't know how it works. She listens to what he does and smiles more. It's so easy to forget with him. It's too easy. That's why she has to keep on guard, always. To know that everything will end in heartbreak and disaster as always it does.
They are bad for one another.
Very bad for one another.
And she is a cruel woman, she knows.
She knows and knows and yet--]
Teto...